i swear to god…..

blackbrittbabe:

Ive never fell out of love before… Maybe since i was only in love once, Jeesh. But maybe this is best.. my break is actually going to be less stressful than i thought. It feels like i can feel the love for her slipping away… i can literally feel it. Not being who i fell in love with makes that happen i guess. There is a huge difference between “Changing” and “Growing Up”. BTW. Well im glad you were homest, that means a lot and i do not have a problem with your life style…. Now on the proul to find Wifey and someone who can truely obtain the name “Angel”. I hope this one goes well cuz my last 2 ended in disaster. Wish me Luck

Herb Harris

-Ive never cheated on you when we were together

-I have a flirting issue that im working on

-Plenty women have approached me since our last falling out but i tell them im still taken

-I fell in love way too fast with you

-Im still in love with you

-I never wanted to be apart, i honestly wanted to get married at 22… To You

-I hated the name Polka Boo but since you lied it, I loved it

-Im a sex addict… but only with you. Im addicted to our sex life

-I think your awkward but i really wish you werent

-I still think about you fuckin him(that guy)

-I creep your twitter EVERYDAY

-For some reason ive been seeing so many girls who looks like you n it drives me crazy

-I love snuggling you and hate sleeping alone

-I know you still think of me and i know you have already moved on

- For some reason i think that youll go back to being the old you, the you that doesnt care about herself. drinkin smokin n sexin

-I think about you everyday, way more than i should

-Im still in love with you

-I wish we could just talk

-I know the break is going to be hard, knowing your less than a mile away

-During the break i still wont text you, i feel that you moved on and ill just be a nag in your life

-Im insane when it comes to you

-Girls try to fill your place in my heart but i never let them… Theres only 1 you

-One of my prior ex’s is trying t come back into my life but… Im trying to push her away slowly without hurting her feelings. I never want to hurt anyone anymore so im really nice to people i dont even want to be(like her)

-I lay for about 45 minutes before i actually close my eyes… I think if i think about you enough youll text me or call me n I really dont want to miss that, So i stay awake for a while then realize your probably doing you n not thinking of me so i just sleep

-I check my phone everymorning and delete messages…. All the wrong people text me

-I WISH WE HAD TRUST… THATS WHAT GOT IS HERE. Thats what makes me crazy, that we could be perfect if we just trusted. Smh

-I have class in 10 minutes but idc… this is more imprtant. TumbleDiary

-I mentally picture you coming to my school on a rainy day and begging me to let you in… and i do, and we dont even talk, i just hold you for 8 hrs. You wake up with a smile on your face n say “I love you Puddum, You can trust me… Dont go ok?” and i look at you and say ” =) You hungry Mrs. Harris?” lol cute to me but i wish it came true.

Ive Been Thinking About you… Getting over you quicker than i thought but im still thinking about you n wishing things were different. Ugh what id give to start August 20th of last year again. If i knew what i know now, things would be different

To Be Honest… Im still in love with my first love/The love of my life. And she knows… and who ever has an issue with it then please eat a dick. No one said love was easy or perfect… its so confusing that people died for it. I know things will even get worse for me and her or it wil get better n we may become friends but i know that we both still love eachother with whatever the outcome is… Thats all that matters.

blackbrittbabe:

awwww snuggle time !

I just randomly smelled her beautiful scent… the way she smells when shes fresh out the shower. The way she smells when she fits so perfectly into my arms when we lay on her mothers couch(snuggling). The way she smells when shes sweating naked under me. I cant say what the smell is but…. I love It. I miss it

Yeah Great… you say your “trying” but your ignoring at the same time. If your not down to be loved by me then go else where cuz im tired of the games…. if we ever try US again i dont wana hear shit about the past. But thats just too much like right, right? Smh im doing this for YOU and the more were apart i see that this is whats best… Or am i wrong? Now go ahead and contradict yourself once again. Idk who you are and how you feel but you back and forth so much idk which side your SERIOUS about and what side your just putting up as a front. Cant stand a lil heat then GTFO the kitchen. Im just keeping it…. Dont fuckin talk to me until your ready cuz some how we both end up in tears and you end up going back to the same “Bitch” attitude that got us like this! Im not a lil kid anymore so you need to SPEAK YOUR MIND FOR REAL ONCE AND FOR ALL! Whats really on your heart and mind so i know for sure which is real

What can I do?
To make you feel secure
Remove all your doubts
So that you’ll know for sure that
You’re the apple of my eye girl
Fulfillment of my dreams
Time, will show the value
Of just what you mean to me
More precious than silver
More precious than diamond rings or
Anything that I can give you
It wouldn’t mean a thing
If you didn’t have my love beside you
There to guide you through
Well it is good to know you do
I know just how you feel
But this time love’s for real
In time it will reveal
That special love that’s deep inside of us
Will all reveal in time

I tell you I love you
But you won’t believe it’s true
More precious than silver
More precious than diamond rings or
Anything that I can give you
It wouldn’t mean a thing
If you didn’t have my love beside you
There to guide you through
Well it is good to know you do
I know just how you feel
But this time love’s for real
In time it will reveal
That special love that’s deep inside of us
Will all reveal in time
<3